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Working for the Weekend?
Ugh, I am so ready for this week to be over. I just can’t wait for Thanksgiving, so I can maybe get a little sleep. Or atleast have a break from school. Does anyone wanna possibly start a new board? HelloMB is not up right now, and VerityMB has been down since before I went to Italy, which makes me a sad panda BTW, check out this video. What a badass lizard!! plugs: YUCK!
That basically sums up how I’m feeling. I’m completely stuffed up and suffering from a horrible headache right now. I had to leave school because I felt so miserable, and missed my sociology class On a brighter side, after I blogged the other day, I felt so much better, and Ryan and I talked about stuff. We were both in crappy moods so we were both to blame. Luckily though, I have managed to convince my parents to allow him to accompany us on our family vacation next summer. My mom just wants to talk to my grandma first to see if she would like to go with us (however, Florida in July doesn’t appeal to her lol). I’m so excited because he has never been on a plane, or even on a real awesome vacation (the farthest he’s travelled was to Virginia Beach, VA for his sis’s soccer tourney) so I’m really excited to share this with him. Other than that bit of exciting news, I’ve really just been being a bum the past few days. I’ve felt shitty since Sunday night, and it only seems to be getting worse. I really have to go to school tomorrow, or I think my dad is going to shoot me. And thank you to everyone who liked this layout! stupid boys..
Ugh boys can be so frustrating sometimes! I am about ready to just smack Ryan right in the face. This weekend has totally sucked. Friday night I was suppose to go bowling with Ry and some of his friends, but I was tired and already in a bad mood because of stuff with my family, so I didn’t feel like staying out til 12/1am. I ended up being so upset by the time Ry called me when he got out of work, I was crying. He hardly tried to console me and then got off the phone pretty quickly. I was somewhat ticked because I had hardly talked to him all day, but I let it go. Last night we were suppose to go to his newphew’s going away party/bday party (hes joining the air force, and just turned 21). We went but not before Ryan through a little fit about having to pick me up, and then me taking to long to get ready (seriously, it took me a total of an hour to shower/wash hair/dry hair/apply makeup/pick out an outfit = not half bad right? usually it takes me a good 2 + hours) so I started getting annoyed. On the way to the party, Ry started complaining some more because the tires on his car are shitty and it had started to rain. By this point I was so annoyed, I couldn’t wait to get to the party so I could just start drinking. Anyway, long story short, the party was pretty dull but then when everyone was done eating people started dancing. I’m not big on dancing, so Ryan’s sister bought me a few drinks so we could go dancing lol. Anyways, then some of Ryan’s brothers started dancing with their gf’s/wives so I wanted him to dance with me. At first he wouldn’t but I thought he was just joking so I kept asking. Then he started being bitchy and saying that he wouldn’t cause he was tired (he didn’t get home from bowling til 1 a.m.-ish, but he slept for like 7-8 hours!) so I was annoyed because I had already worked the whole day and he should just suck it up. We ended up leaving soon after that because I was mad and just sat down and started texting on my phone because I was so peeved at him. I hardly talked to him on the way home and had to fight back tears because I was already still pretty moody from stuff the night before, and this wasn’t helping. When we got back to my house he came in and I ended up apologizing and he did too. We both fell asleep on the couch and then he left around midnight. This morning, he didn’t call/text me til about noon, because he decided to sleep in very late. I was up early because I had to do yardwork which means fighting and bickering with my sister. When I finally talked to him around 2pm, he said that he had wanted to go to his bro’s house with me to watch a football game, but now it was basically over, and that instead he was going to go to his newphew’s house to play video games (seriously?). I’m pissed because the new Call of Duty is coming out this week, and I know thats pretty much all hes going to be doing the next few weeks, so does he really have to spend today playing video games. Then, around 5pm he texts me telling me I can come over around 6:30pm to hangout, which I can’t do because #1 I have homework I need to do, #2 I cannot drive my car except to school because I need to get the oil changed ASAP, and #3 I have like absolutely no gas left, and #4 My parents are gone at a show for the evening so I cannot leave my dogs alone. He said he has homework to do too, and has to be home for dinner because he hasn’t been in a while. Ugh, maybe if he didn’t sleep/waste half the day doin stupid shit he could have done his homework already. I’m just really frustrated because I hate being treated like crap after all the shit I do for him. I’m constantly helping him with his homework or doing stuff on the computer, and usually I’m always driving him around/driving to his house… and then he texts me and says ‘please don’t get mad..’ heh, too late buddy.. plugs: new stuff!
new layout and stuff! I’m going to try to do some renovations to the site, like deleteing affies that don’t have my link up, and perhaps trying to get some new ones, so if you wanna be affies, drop me a comment or email
No one believes me til I make it happen…
Ugh I’m so annoyed right now. My parents can’t fricken take me seriously until I go ahead and actually do something. By something I mean sign up for the Medical Assisting program next semester. I can’t finish my Associate’s Degree, I just really don’t like being in school. Two more years sounds so sucky, and four whole years just sounds like torture. I’m waiting to talk to Ryan about it, because I don’t want to get myself screwed. Ughhh I’m just angry because I’ve been talking about this program for a little over a month now, and they just brushed it off like whatever. Guess we’ll see what happens… Anyways, other than that, I have a question for you all. You know the wordpress plugin- Comment Plugger - well how can I get it to show the comments like: John, Jack, Ryan, Bill instead of listing them, like it is now? Help please, its driving me crazy! plugs:
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